四月的蜘蛛网

I started to realize that me myself is freak.

Having been all so jealous in the center of a room scoping in to the corners and feeling bad about being normal, I've been told lately, again and again, that I am a total freak myself.  You think I'm pleasant? No, no, not pleasant, I'm thrilled.

The love of a freak is helpless.

Now that I am a freak, I can finally quit loving those sons of freaking bitches for a while and perhaps find the joy of love other than addiction/salvation.

 

"And love will be new, never cold and vacant."

绿色的花开满我的花园。

有时我浇水，有时我施肥，更多时候我只是数它们，看它们，一遍又一遍。

比玫瑰还美，比茉莉还香，绿色的花，是你一朵朵漂亮的诺言。

没有根茎，从不结果，绿色的花，总能得到我最精心的照看。

 

 

痴迷有幻觉带来的美感。

如题。